Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Lately I've been very busy, I will post picturers but Oni has my laptop and won't be back from his business trip until tonight:( lately I've been frustrated, I have gestational diabetes and no matter what I do my levels stay high in the afternoon!!! No always but enough that I now have to take a small pill:( ok so I took this pill an hr before I ate, ummm yea didn't help!!!! It's the highest ever!!! Ahhhhh!!160 is not ok! I'm upset and want to just throw my arms in the air and cry and kick and scream. I know the dangers if it's not under control, would I prefer insulin???? Sadly, yes. Why? Wks quicker..... A pill takes longer to breakdown.... I will keep taking it but only becaue I'm determined to have it under control.... This really makes me think twice , before I wouldn't worry about getting diabetes.... Now that I have GD I'm more at risk than before.....it makes me realize I need to be extra careful..... I'm venting so I'm sorry, I've had a wonderful pregnancy and very few issues and had a great baby shower.... Just at this moment I needed to get my frustrations out thanks for listening I'll post more about the good things once I get my laptop:)